Monday, July 21, 2008

Being a mother is such a game of tug-a-war

I say this cause my children are out of town this week. I am happy to get the well deserved time to myself but at the same time I miss my kids. Mary yesterday, as I was leaving was sad and said over and over again that she wanted to go home so i ran for her suit case and than I was like, I need this time to rejuvenate. You get stuck between a rock and a hard place and I cried the whole way home.
I am a protective mother, i worry about everything when it comes to my kids and i know i should allow them to do more cause they need to learn but I freak out, i worry.
I am a selfish mom, i want me children to myself and around me at all times, under my protection but I know in my heart it cannot happen that way but oh how i wish it could.
They are in another state with my in laws, playing, laughing and swimming thier little hearts out, they are happy. Me.... I am a lost puppy right now but happy that they are enjoying thier time.

Monday, July 14, 2008

A thief was in our midst.....

I had a party to do on saturday night. It went well, even got a booking for another party from it. Made my night because this woman had already booking with another consultant from another fun party company and decided she liked my presentation better, I felt accomplished, lol.

Got out of there about midnight or so and headed home. Was doing my normal nothing on sunday afternoon and I get a phone call from My hostess telling me that her hostess gift had come up missing but she had an idea of who may have it. She followed this up by saying the woman who took it stated that I had given this to her for free cause I felt bad for her cause she was unable to purchase anything cause she just paid her rent. OH NO SHE DIDN'T!!!!
1. I do not give away free product to anyone but my host.
2. This conversation she told me that we had, never happened.
3. I had only one of these left in my stock and I gave it to my hostess still wrapped in the plastic.
4. She stated the one I gave her was not in its plastic anymore and that i put it in a bag like i put my prizes in.

I love this job. I will never do anything to make myself look bad as a consultant and this woman was lying about me and i am not having it. I called my hostess back after my conversation with the thief and immediately told her that this girl was lying and that none of her story is true. She told me shes also mad cause this girl is part of her wedding party, OUCH!!

Girl, you better watch the wedding gifts!!!!!

Friday, July 11, 2008

Welcome to my life

I am new to this site, I have however read some truly awesome blogs on here so why not give it a shot myself.
I lead a busy life, more so than I would like but thats what debt makes you do, makes you work your butt off so you can make the payments on more interest than actual principle, lol. The navy doesnt pay as well as some may think, they benefits do account for alot but after 6 years, could be more but maybe thats just me being greedy, I have been working on that part of myself for a little while now.
Some may say I am negative at time, honestly, i know this. I lead a difficult life that most would of gone crazy over by now in all honesty. Thats a story for another day though. For now, i will go, time for me to go to lunch, which in my terms is run errands, hahaha.